i know you’re out there

there’s a rhythm that vibrates me

that lets me know that you’re out there

you’re so close

to me

i can feel the pulse of your heartbeat

moving closer to mines

there’s a way that you’ll hold my heart

and understand me

like no one ever has

that will identify you.

there’ll be an understanding that requires no apology

an understanding 

that invites you to the vulnerability

of my heart

something no one has ever seen freely.

maybe through my servants heart

or through my “BS” deeds

but there’s a knowing 

that resonates within me

to let me know you’re searching for me too

and that when you’re ready, we will both appear.

ready to protect

provide

cover me

and love me like Him…

and you’ll know just what it takes.

in more ways than one

there’s the way

that i can be completely free

around you

free in thought

free in deed

freedom in expression

your love will challenge the way

i see life,

living,

my future.

i know you’re out there

and so I wait expectantly.

moving every unnecessary interaction

out of my way

making room

for you

committing to every future obstacle to come our way

in advance.

there will be nothing to prove

outside of how much we’ve anticipated each other’s arrival.

my lights are on,

come on home.